My New Life....

“Just a moment and my life will be changed and
While I await,
For the new step to be jumped up, am warming up
To still
Maintain the Faith.
The faith in God, which to be confident about
Will never take to worse
But will take to failure
To learn and to stand up with my dears!
The dears who will be my enemy
But my friends
Because with them,
Am learning and sharing my bends.

The new path, is all decorated
Just for me.
No doubt, it has many voices
But I will surely find the magic key!
The key not to success, But to all their hearts
And their minds
As they are not easy to catch and just put in the carts!
Life seems no easy, but
It’s not a maze either
But balance yourself
It is a heaven neither!

Quite warmed up now
Time to relax and shake
Because, my first step
Has been successfully made!!!”

Party Party...am finally in 9th...woohooo!!!

OMG!!! its seems like a dream to be in 9th...I mean it feels like an achivement to me!!! Today my teacher told me that I have done really good and my percentage came out to be 80%- hows that???....ooo mannnn!!! its really a dream!!! and ma'am also told me that am in top 10....wow!!! it feels like jumping!!!

God I love u.....it also feels like *HELL* is showing to much of Mercy....watever it is I JUST LOVE IT....this hell rox!!!

PARTY PEOPLE.....!!!

Tomorrow...

"Just A Moment And My Life Will Be Changed And While I Await,
For The New Step To Be Jumped Up amWarming Up To Still
Maintain The FAITH..."

Tomorrow is my class 8th result, somehow there aint any feeling my my stomach which takes away my sleep and I go through the night all awake, though am a liltle nervous. But for sure am gonna pass and go into 9th and in the celebration for the same I have even baked a cake (all by myself....I do bake cakes...hehee!!!) but it got over baked and more than half of it is black but I have a way, that I will remove that black layer of the cake. It will get removed by a knife because it is very crunchy types...and to party at Sam's place is cancelled (and I even wanted to happen the same because tomorrow is the family get together at my place and I am suppose to serve the family, am the part of Host...) because Harsh's mom aint well.....

Omg....jus few hours...wooohooo and I, Arushi Chopra will be in 9th...oo mannn it scares me...
rest to God, I have faith in him!!! Love u God and please...
Bless Me!!!

PeAce....

Wooohooo!!! Just one more day and then Friday....

Today as per the so called schedule I was suppose to be at Jaipur but but but....it can be only in my dreams, as you know its POST-PONED...arrrgggg!!! Why why why??? am sick an tired, I get bored all the time. I have nothing to do and if I do I sit at the computer all the time and therfore, my sis is complaining me,"All the time you sit at the comp, GET UP NOW".....mannn since I have nothing to do comp is my best pal and am so lazy that I myself in free time think I will write some other time and avoid writing because I know when I will start writing nothing would come out...I mean my feelings!!!

Now the major part....today was Pearl's result and she is passed into 9th and luckily she has got her very good friend, or I can say actually half of her class as it is, is not shuffled and passed into the same section...how lucky she is!!!

My result is day after tomorrow (Friday) , am scared of my Maths and Social marks, because in maths I had left 5 marks paper and in social, history my answers wer'nt accurate, they were all
mixed up!!!
So lets pray its all good!!!

I made a new boyfriend..hehe!!! just a time-pass though...am still a kiddie!!! hehe! I mean he's an online boy-friend and not that great. It was yesterday he asked me...:D

and on Friday am again partying, am goin at Sam's place to party as soon as I get the result that day. I might be going for a night stay...hope its fun!!!

Thats all
~Am on roll and nervous for my result!!!

Hereby, I have GROWN UP...

I have grown up. Never knew that once you turn a teenager and enter *HELL* everybody consider you as a grown up child. My height has increased thanks to my mom’s encouragement and lectures telling me to exercise and stretch to increase my height. When my friends were here she felt very bad that am the shortest one in my group, though I aint. Sam is shorter than me…hehe! Generally speaking that yes, even I have realized that I AM growing up.

Yester day was KANJAK- ASHTAMI (festival of 9 days, Ashtami is the 8th day) and today RAM- NAVMI (the 9th day) on which the girls are worshiped as goddess by giving them PRASHAD (don’t know what to say this word in English) and money. Generally early in the morning at about 7 or 8 people start calling or send some one from their house to call me. I mean children to come at their homes and receive Kanjak (Prashad). But this time no-one called me and instead I stood outside my home searching for little kiddies (now since am a grown up, those girls are kiddies for me…hehee!!!) running around and making plans to which house they shall go first. But I didn’t see anyone. My bad luck as they might have gone to some other house before mine. I was still waiting and wishing that some one would call me but none. Though Kanjaks came at my home. Neighbours did send Prashad at home since I didn’t go or I could say, they didn’t make an effort to call me.

At Kanjaks, people call at their homes and make girls sit on the carpet, and wash their feets’, tie Molly (red colour thread) on their wrists and put Tika on their foreheads and as I have explained, worship them. After all this, they thank the Kanjak girls and touch their feet for their good wishes as in their (I mean the people’s) eyes we are goddess.

Today at RAM-NAVMI, when Kanjak is done by my so called brother- Nehal’s family, they didn’t call me but, they came home and gave my Kanjak…how rude of them to not call me…it wasn’t good of them. I had also expected their call as to call me on their place. First time in 10yrs I didn’t go for Kanjak at their place…how could???
Now this was when I realized that I have really grown up, physically, mentally and emotionally…in all!!!

It was just last week, when I was cleaning my shelf and taking out all my books and notebooks of class 8th and saw my rough notebook which I took to the first class of 8th. I had made a table in which I had written names of my teachers in front of their respective subjects and my class time-table. It felt like I have entered 8th not passing 8th. The thing is that now the COUNTDOWN HAS BEGUN…just 6 days to go and I will be sitting all nervous and excited to know my new section and class mates, that is 2nd of March. My result though is on 30th march that is Friday.
Time goes by really fast!!!
God bless and let this year also go slowly and steadily!!!

:((.....Am Sad...feel like Crying....

1st on Sunday while I was watching the setting up of Shakira's concert I felt very sad and I was very Jealous...mein CHIRRRRRRR rahi thi!!! I hate it. Even I wanted to go and enjoy her show. I saw on television also how she danced but I was glad for one reason that all the steps she had done, I knew most of them. I can also dance like Shakira and I will be one for sure a godd performer like her...

... and then the very bad news that our Jaipur trip is post- poned. I had specially went shopping to buy stuff for the trip, I bought my new herum pants with Pearl and now it is post poned.

Hope everything is for good...

"When nothing feels good

It means Hell is Turning upside Down"

-Me.

--zEaLoUsMe--

Hmm....thinking is such a waste of time!!!!

hehehe!!! generally speaking am thinking to write a book....HOWZZAT???

the Nightstay...

Viks, me, Harsh and Sam.(clock-wise)

Now back… when we arrived at my place we changed had lunch, and went to G.K. market…it was damn fun!!! And there we shopped a load, went to CCD (café coffee day) and McDonalds sat there for 45 or 30 mins and chit chatted a load. We clicked loads of pics and reached home at 6pm being very tired. My whole body part at the left side, felt paralyzed because it ached a load. I think, I know better how it really felt, but thanks to Deeksh I felt better because the whole time she actually gave me a good massage!!!

These guyz grp had been calling us and I imitate them as my sis cuz my n my sis voice are the same, literally no1 can differenciate between them! At club we enjoyed very much and clicked pics. There Deeksh’s mom n dad came her to pick up so they also had dinner with us and at about 11 we left and so did they!!! At 2am we started chit-chatting and continued it till 3:30 and as u know I was very tired so we finished this time only else last time we talked till 4:45 and the best part was at 2:30 Harsh says that she is hungry!!! Oo mannn I tip-toed went into the kitchen got bread and cheese spread and not let mom and dad know that we are still awake I went into the bathroom and made the cheese bread…It was so funny!!! In my whole life I will never forget this—making bread cheese in the middle of the night in the bathroom, none other than BATHROOM…we were laughing all night!!!

And the worst was in the morning when I were uploading pics into pc it showed uploaded so I deleted all the pics from the camera and then I searched pics into the folder I had uploaded it showed no pics in them…its made my mood go worse and then the whole we had fun and at 6 in the evening we left, dropped them at Sam’s place and further Harsh’s mom came to pick her up and Viks’ went at her place from there!!!
But not to forget in the evening we again clicked pics and they were all just good!!! Some of them I have displayed here…here it goes!!!

me,Harsh and Sam.

Me and Viks.

Viks, sis, Harsh, me and Sam.

Harsh, me, Sam and Viks.

me and Harsh.

the MOUNTAIN...

As I say LIFE GOES ONNN….life is just a mountain!!!(Temme something new..???..Hehe!!!)
My Hindi final was good, I knew every question and is now excited for the P.T.A. meeting that is the day the result is declared and students with their parents are suppose to come and collect the report cards…

We were so excited to come at my place and the best part was we weren’t meeting up with guys….fewwww what a relief!!! They made their own plans later. And we are partying again!!! It’s like we are going on a day trip 28th-29th March to jaipur and then might on 30th (the day the result is going to be declared) we shall go at Sam’s place. We are still celebrating!!!

I think the hell is getting worse that means am jus having some problems... and some people thing that am hating it, its just that am terming the TEENAGE thingy to ‘HELL’ that’s all!!! So now I am having few problems which would be solved asap!!!

Not today, 19th march, it’s been 5yrs since my grandad expired, I miss him!
Love u loads dadu (grandad)…

At this night stay n partying n celebrating…I think it was the best, though I hated it!!! I know what am saying but the fact is that I really hated it, though there were times I enjoyed the most!!! Whhoo! I hated it because all they were talking about THEIR boyfriends…mannn if I don’t have one can u please talk abt it but finish it soon!!
I mean only two of us have but the rest….I was actually sleeping!!! Okay I agree am a LIL boy crazy but please, talking frankly I don’t even have a crush…which boy shall I talk about and whatever thingy we are talking about, indirectly-directly we come and land up at HOW THEIR BOYFRNDS ARE???? Wow Mann give me a break!! Now it’s not a bad thingy to not have a crush…is it??? And then my sis talking about the same to all of them for damn 45 mins…I was sleeping!!! What else…am happy with Pearl…at least she doesn’t talk about her crush after every 10 mins…GOD BLESS!!!
That’s all the mountain am climbing and jumping up…all throughout, my mood was bad…it was red and blue…
I think I will soon have a boy to talk about but I think it will still take years for me to do that!!! Hehe… I mean months… chalo till then I will get bored b/w them!!!

GOD BLESS!!!

To An End...TO THE BEGGINING!!!

Finally my Finals are to an end, as tomorrow its last, and its Hindi. First time in my life am nevous... cant believe me nervous for Hindi...hehe!!!

The whole day Pearl and studies @ Gurudwara and then @ my place...later in the evening we went @ her place. She studied and I was asleep!!!...hehe..I just studies a lil!

As the finals are ending, the party is STARTING!!! woohooo!!! My friends are coming at my place and we are meeting up with guyz and the best part is we are having a night stay!!! Life is just so good!!! hehe! and then in the followin week itself, on 30th we are planning to party again and go at SAM's place...its goona be our last day together and then we are shuffled..hope I get a good friend with me!!! GOD BLESS ME! Now the question is WHAT SHOULD I WEAR TOMORROW???...hehe!!! its the typical gal question!!! Sis got me a new shirt but which pair of pants should I wear with them...I think I'll figure it out!!!woohoo!!! LETS PARTY!!! yeah!

And then...we look forward a new world of giving 80 and 100 marks question papers and also practicals...ewww!!! hehe!!

Its gonna be a new world where its the most trickest path...u have to be bold and balanced, and keep ur image well in school. That is the most important thing!!! Be friends with everyone AND get good marks to GO IN 10th....wohhoo..am really gonna be a BIG GAL yaar!!! its not a joke anymore...my parents expect better performance than my sis and blah blah...thinking about it nervouses me a lot...its better to live like how is going!!!

Thats all...now am just looking forward that my last final go nicel, and satisfyingly and the party is worth remembering!!!

Ciao..take care!!!

C'MON LETS PARTY!!!

I ve entered the HELL...

Its like, i dunno wat has happened to me...

I think those are my TEENAGE symptoms...One day I was excited to be a teenager and now feels like Lets go back... its really difficult to cop up with this teen life..but it has just started, so I might get use to it..hope so!!!

I just made a so called website of mine http://--zealousme--.piczo.com

so please do check out and tell me, if it can be improved though now its not a big time craze for me anymore!!!

I ve seen in myself that now am gettin lil open I mean in starting I was very into myself, u wont believe I couldnt even open myself in my own journal though I ve my privacy am not scared of anyone who will open my diary and read it. My sis (whos a big time sweet heart) says that she doesnt like redaing anyone's diary or to interfere in others life and from that even i ve learned that I shall also not do the same as I used to read her journal...I dont remember what I read cuz it was abt 3 yrs back... and I have no fear that my mom would my journal because in starting when I told her please dont read my diary, she always said Why Would I??? and i believe her, she would never read it...though my journals are the ones with locks...

I remember myself as a stupid gal, who used to do so kiddie stuffs, but I love abt how I was...There was a time I had braces now when I look at my teeth I see my straight aligned teeth, as there were no braces on them. I was so lucky that my braces were detached within an yr, so I just ve one pic of mine with my braces, which was 1.5 yr back and now I wear retainers or wires which half of the time I dont have to wear. And it hardly matters if I wear them or not. When I was an abecedarian, everytime I used to go to my dentist and say,"When are u taking them off???" and she used to say few months and like that my time passed...I hated my braces..but they were in fashion, so I looked quaint and uncanny...but somhow now I miss my braces..hehe!!! TIME FLIES SO DAMN FAST!!!

ME AND MY BRACES...hehe!!!

And now when I asked my parents that please send me to Mumbai,in this 10 days holidays after finals they said NO. I want to go to mumbai because Shakira is having a concert there..and I really big time badly wanna go ther...I JUST LOVE SHAKIRA!!! LOVE HER DANCE...LOVE THE WAY SHE SHAKE....hehe..I CAN DANCE I LIKE HER hehe..a lil bit only!!!

SHAKIRA ROX!!!

Now i was told that, since I ve now entered the HELL (teenage in other words) I start getting use to NO..but I know my parents wont say NO to everything!!! they are the best!!!

I am just a lil tense about 17th, its my last day of 8th class, my last final and everyone (that is my group) is planning to come to MY PLACE because the guyz group says we can meet up. I feel somwhere I am lying to mom and dad and I dont wanna do that. I dont know whether it is right or wrong, I just dont think....well forget it!!! I have no intensions to meet them... not at all. If I had anything like that, wouldnt I be excited for it or would feel like am lyin to my parents. Hope its for good. And it wasnt our (my group's) idea to meet up with them, but they said if u galz are meetin up, why dont we meet up together...now lets see what happens!!! I know its very much kiddie of me..but now almighty GOD am like that!!!

This hell I know is very zany, gregarious, uncanny and audacious but I am just an abecedarian..hope I will start loving this hell all devoted to me...MY OWN HELL...hehe!!! everybody has or seen his or her hell..hehe!!!

Now tomorrow my Social final, and thw whole day I studied like hell. I got up 8 in the morning studied till 10, and then around 12 again started studying at around 12 as Peral came over. And I lost my patience and I said lets go somwhere else and study. So none other than, we went to Gurudware and studied in the grden there till 3. After that we left to have lunch came back to Gurudware and went to Chatt (roof, to the top) and studied till 6:30 and not to forget we did too much of masti...I think study is just to say study, BUT the masti we did was unforgetable...we also checked our names are still there, that we had careved last time...we felt so happy and were laughing...but am truly grateful to her, that just because of her I finished my syallabus. Actually our syallbus and datesheets are always same, so its very easier for us to study!!!...

I will never forget in my life, how much fun we had even in HELL..hehe!!!

Thats all folks..shows over,

I have just entered into hell, I believe that since Hell is suppose to be BAD but MY HELL IS GONNA BE THE BEST BECAUSE AM GRATEFUL MY HELL IS MORE LIKE HEAVEN!!!..hehe..hope so!!!

so WELCOME TO HELL ROOSH!!!

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As everyone knows am a HUGE FAN OF THE OLSEN TWINS, so now i have made a NEW BLOG PAGE ALL AND ALONE FOR THE OLSEN TWINS...SO PLEASE CHECK IT OUT!

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my BEST HOLI ever...

HOLI…this holi I will never forget in my life because this was the holi when my sis’s bf was here and we actually enjoyed…and not to forget many times my mom was about to bust my sis…all applause goes to me, I always saved her..lol!

1 week before the holi, people, or specially kids start playing holi, in other words kids from their houses throw water-balloons to the people passing by!!!...

Holi is celebrated in two days, in which the first day (CHOTI HOLI) bonfire is done which symbolises the burning of HOLIKA who tried to burn the boy PRALAD who believes in God. So the objective was that Pralad’s dad asked his sis to burn his son because he believes in god and doesn’t respect or pray his dad who thinks (I mean the dad thinks) that he is GOD.

The second is, in my words THE DIRTY day! (BADI HOLI)
Holi morning at about 8 my neighbour and I start making water balloons and at about 9:30 we started playing. First we wish each other by putting GULAL (non-toxic colours) on each other’s faces…and then my friend Pearl came and we made her to have a bath as we uploaded with the bucket full of black- colour water…which according to me she hated it…so about for an hour we played and then I had to go to neighbourhood, to my sis’s bestfrnd’s place.
She has got a really good house at the top floor which means she owns the roof and we had a HOLI party there...woohoo...FUNTIME…cho-cho! (Okay that’s me...Hehe!) When I reached there, my sis was already there as she was helping priyam Dee (sis’s bestf) and her mom in cooking, then there were priyam dee’s college friends. Basically, whoever was there or coming were all in college and I was the YOUNGEST…nahi!!! As soon as anyone arrives he or she is made to roll in water which is spilled on the FLOOR and is uploaded with colours and coloured water! And anyone who says that he is drying that person is gone….
And after an hour snacks were served. While I was eating two persons asked me WHICH COLLEGE IS IN???? Whoo-hoo, I was complimented...and even one said that I look MATURE AND MY VOICE ALSO SOUNDS MATURE….whoo hoo!!!

Then the best part happened that my sis’s boyfrnd Shayon (the most famous Peron on blogger) and his frnd Mehul came. I had a huge blast with them and thanks to them my scalp is still BLACK GREEN AND PINK...beat tat!
Shayon nd ME at HOLI...am lukin lik a JOKER!
We had a huge fun and said a final bye to Shayon.
He just came for a weekend but he made our holi THE BEST…

ME after holi...SO GOOD!

NAHIIIIIIIIII.....BACHAOOOOOOOO..........HELP ME!!!

(its not my boards...parr i like da pic...lol!)

okay..am not in trouble or you CAN say its a trouble....

Its more than a TROUBLE..lol!

Tomorrow its my first Final of class 8th and after that am gonna give my finals 1 by 1 and its gonna come to an end and I will be in HIGH SCHOOL, CLASS 9th... I know here in India there is no rule of making high schools and this an that school..but it is a big deal for me. I'll be counted in SENIORZ..though meri soorat (appearance) or height se I look like a kid of class 7th or somthing.... I will be handling responsiblities and stuffs..uff its gonna be a load of thingies in my life!

The most dramatic thing in my life would be;

• First that we 7 friends would be shuffled..yes! SHUFFLED! we will be shuffled because it is a rule, and second because some students or u can say most of the students of our class would be taking SANSKRIT. But we seven would taking Hindi but it is not necessary we would be in same class... I just wish i get a good friend and I dont want my WORSE frnd (I wont take her name) of group shouldnt come, because I dont like her...and blah blah blah....


• Second that we would be giving papers of 80 marks and it IS dramatic because I have been giving UNIT TESTS OF MARKS 30 (even MY FINALS....yes this yr last time i will be giving for last time finals of 30 MARKS...i know u cant believe that but it is...)since class 6th and suddenly it is a BIG CHANGE FOR ME... never mind i shall have to change with the CHANGE...

I hate exams...its the worst though its the time to show ur ABILITY!...but nahii!

this time i think am gonna fail in my maths final..because i dunno a single thingie...GOD HELP! i will try my best!!...HOPE GOD WONT LET ME DOWN....

Neways am last exam would be on 17th March, i hope it comes fast...no it shall come slowly..i mean maths exams shall go fast and rest shall be slowly and steadily!!!

PLEASE wish me luck...i need it BADLY!...lol!

I CAN DO IT!!! wooohoooo I'LL BE IN HIGH SCHOOL!