AM Ashamed THAt Our Government says...BUT DOES NOTHING!

I felt so bad, about what happened in last two days…I swear hadh ho gai!
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· The evening it was my astronomy Contd. Class, when my mom, dad and sis came to pick me up from my school, my sis started demanding to eat something good! So we stopped at BENGALI SWEETS at south ex. And there we ordered what we wanted. I ordered Goll Guppe (Pani Poori). Once I finished eating it, I threw the plate into the dustbin. Then the other customer came she also ordered the same. After she finished she asked for more Paani Poori’’s water and drank half of it and threw it into the dustbin. There was a poor old beggar- lady going with her 3 kids and one of them detached the top of the dustbin and drank the water left by her, and tried to take some food stuff from it to eat. I say it is disgusting!... how can a person do that???? Eeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwww! How can u eat ne1s eaten....


· It was today morning when I was going in my van to school, and we got stuck in a jam on south ex. road. I was wishing that we reach on time to school (but we didn’t). We were moving as a tortoise and then suddenly some one shouted OH SHIT!...I was like what happened???...I turned my face and there was a guy lying DEAD… can u beat it…DEAD-DEAD-DEAD...omg it was horrible and the worst part was that he was killed in an accident INFRONT OF A HOSPITAL- A.I.I.M.S, and bloody damn who ever did that couldn’t he take him to the hospital. This hospital’s located as soon as south ex ends. I cannot believe it!... I think my day before starting became bad...


But don’t u think that was so bad of the people. The police surrounding if wud ve come a lil early, jus after the accident he could be safe. THE INDIAN POLICE SUX!.. yes it does, and I feel bad being part of it. YES I DO FEEL ASHAME OF BEING A PART OF THIS COUNTRY. That guy who drank that water showed that HOW POOR IS OUR COUNTRY TO PROVIDE SHELTER AND WATER TO PEOPLE OF THEIR COUNTRY. Hate it! If I can do something am pleased to do that…cause I say if u wud ve been there in the place of me, u wud just like to kill the people who having the ability to do something but don’t do!!!


Now all what we can do is that just give suggestions, but the worst part is WHO LISTENS TO THEM???...

Astronomy Class, Playing WITH TELESCOPES...

The astronomy class was really good.

The best part was going at Deeksh’s place after the school. I never wanted it to end. We just went there for 2 hrs that was ALL!...hadh ho gai!
Though as soon as we reached we changed in a sec. she had a really good house, or u can say OK, because they are not settled there properly so the walls are not painted that well so something. ‘They are not settled yet’ by this I mean that her dad is in air force so they get transfer almost after every year…so it is pretty difficult!...Anyways, after that we had lunch an as usual my fav, rajma chawal, panner and raita..And in dessert gulabjamun…LOVE IT!

After we finished our lunch we went out to have a walk…and sat in the park, chit-chatted a bit and went into the mess, into the TV room!

By the time it was our astronomy class time we were having fun…but anyways we reached on time and we were given instructions and were distributed into groups of 6. My group number was 8. Each group was given a telescope, and we were given assignments to aim objects in sky from telescopes;

• · Our first objective was to aim VENUS, which was damn difficult!...and thanks to almighty our telescopes were the worst one..Lol! But we did it. From the eyepiece of our telescopes Venus looked like no ordinary star, cause the telescope’s mirrors didn’t have much focal length, so it jus appeared as a STAR…but its light was so bright that while focusing on it one’s eye might start kind of itching!

• · Our second objective was to aim MOON in the sky, which was very DIRTY and MUDDY because moon is always situated on zenith (exact above ones head) and u have to literally lay down in the mud and locate moon. When we saw moon through eyepiece once it was aimed, it looked jus so pretty. The craters on it were jus so…heartthrowbing. It seemed as if am standing next to it!...lol!

• · Our third objective was to aim SATURN in the sky, which was very dim in the sky but we located it. When seen from the eyepiece it seemed like a dot surrounded by an oval, i.e. one could see Saturn with its rings…but it wasn’t THAT CLEAR!
  

After that we were taken to other telescopes which were BIG, and we saw moon more clearly and the craters looked huge…they were very clear…and very nice and then again we saw Saturn in which the rings were clear, but the dot like Saturn and oval like rings were clear but there wasn’t any difference between the sizes!!!

After that we were taught how to find a pole star at night and we found many constellations like: big dipper,orion, big dog, Taurus, calespia, etc!

It was just fun!!!
Ciao, Tc enjoy!

Astronomy Over Night Stay....Contd.

Tomorrow, that is Monday am going to have my continued Astronomy Night Stay Class at My school...hope it is going to be Fun!it is still continuing because as i said that the objective of the whole FAILED...
I'll be staying at school, till 8:30 and my mom and dad will come and pick sam and me up!

though we are suppose to report at 5 in evening at the school, so after it (skl) ends...am goin at my friend Deeksh's place...so that is all!!

i shall post the details later!!!..lol!

ciao..nd goodnight...:D

Television Commercials........YUCK!

These television commercials are shytt!!!... I just hate’em, I mean if u want to make a commercial make a sensible one!
Last night I was watching TV and there’s one commercial which came, it said : that there are some foreigners who come to an open zoo or u can say a sanctuary park and they are riding on elephants and they have their ENGLISH-HINDI dictionary with them. So he asks the person who is the owner of the elephant he is riding on, that ‘I want to see a small elephant’ which means in Hindi- ‘CHOTA HAATHI’…and that guy takes him to some place…and says there’s the chota haathi, which initially is a small kind of TRUCK!

I mean HOW DUMB!...does that make any sense…at least not me!

I think these people on televisions should start using their brains and stop spending crores of money in such idiotic commercials!...

there your SECOND GOES!!!!

HAS IT EVER HAPPENED WITH YOU THAT, YOU SAY SOMETHING AND RIGHT AT THAT MOMENT OR SOMETIME LATER THE SAME THING HAPPENS?

I think it has happened with me loads of time…and due to that only there is one wish of my life and I ask that thing literally after every second cause am scared that what if I LOSE MY LUCKY SECOND?

Yes, the lucky second! According to my point of view everyday there is a lucky second for everyone, it might be at anytime of the day OR night! It might be when you are sleeping and in your dreams!lol!

I believed in it already…BUT ACTUAL BELIEVE started when there was a power cut in my colony and I said to my mom ‘ mom say- light come home’ obv that was in HINDI!. She said ‘as if I said and it going to happen’. I said ‘try naa’ and as soon as she said the electricity was running through our homes! I mean isn’t it really a great thing! It is just so exciting!

Just few weeks back we (6 friends at school) were at our friend –HARSHITA’s (1 of the gals of our group) place and one of us had to go home by a metro so I explained her whole thing! I said- “ see once u buy a ticket and supposly its on platform number 1 and your station is 5th leaving 4 stations behind…..” and stuff! The fact was what all I had explained happened the same way! Isn’t that cool! I say it was just my mistake to lose it, I mean my lucky second! I still feel sorry for myself that I could have asked for something am longing to have….mannnn I lost it! Grr!

But the lucky is actually FOR a SECOND! So you never know when it goes. And when it arrives!..
Thus, I think now u shall also wake up and see THERE YOUR LUCKY SECOND GOES……THERE… THERE- THERE!.....lol!

Another DAY that my VAN DID'NT COME!

now that is what my van looks like:-

It’s just been another day of my so called VAN SUFFER…LOL!
It was just that today Mohit called and told me that the van is not suppose to come and so he would be picking me from the road where at afternoon I get off from the van…his dad was coming by the way! Thanks to God I reached school on time Verna we have to stand and teacher writes a note in it and we have to get it signed (but who cares, I mean who get it signed!..Lol!) And in the end take 3 rounds…whooo that is a hell of a thing! HATE IT!

The whole my stomach had been aching…but it wasn’t that bad ache…I was wondering the whole day how am I suppose to go? What if the van doesn’t come…what if this, what if that…?!?!?! And I was very correct that the bull shytt ass van didn’t come…I don’t know y don’t I leave this shytt!!! Am such an idiot!!!
After that, I called my dad what if he can send the driver but he was himself somewhere…and my said that she is not coming, come in an auto or ask some other child’s parent to come…I don’t know y she said no..!??! So We (6 of us) thought to take a bus and go, but my reaction was ‘You kidding right? Am scared, how can we go in a DTC (local) bus?’ and they all answered ‘there is nothing to get scared off, and it will be ok!’…so even I set my mind its going to be fun going in a DTC…though, last I remember when I travelled in a DTC was about 5-6 years ago! How dumb of me…staying in the city and using a DTC! But you know what the need is when u has other facilities…LOL!

We actually walked about a km, and when we were walking Kriti Dee handed me her coat so that her load could be lesser and me as a good gal took it! She and her another friend were walking behind 4 of us…and as soon as we reached the main place we herd the voice shouting BYE…and it was Kriti Dee…how dumb of her to leave it. It had a key in it also! Shiish how can a person forget that, and how can a person without informing walk away like that! Uffff…people are just way too irresponsible!

Neways to my surprise we went in auto bitching about Krti and chit-chatting about stuffs, and I reached on time! Woohooo! And I was just so happy that it all happened on a weekend or I would have made a panic that BE FAST, JALDI KARO!.... it is just so….cant think of a word..Lol!

So I think now that is also included in my daily and so called GOOD MEMORIES!...LOL!

Ciao!

Nothing New

Life is so boring! am just bored with it. nothing new is happening.
Just a week or so is left for my finals but who wants to study???..lol! wat i wan is some fun masti nd njoyment jus wish that my exams come as fast as possible and then i can njoy my self as much as i wan, although am still njoying but the njoyment after the exams are different!

the last week it was my so called sister's marriage. i hate that part of my family, it is the family of my garndad's...i jus hate it! i hate it cause watever they are my dad had helped them in thier bad times, specially wen they had the prob with their tenents. whenever we went there and they ignored us...at one point of time even i felt like crying but ltr i realized that i won give a f**king damn to them...they are ass holes! i should say they shall get hell! i no its rude of me but if 1 person wud b here in place of me wud ve also think like that...lol!

nd wen it cums 2 the day wich is very common and known- VALENTINE'S DAY, i was very happy cause it was my sis second anniversary of realtionship! and am glad she has got such a caring boyfrnd...he is really nice.

that was all and now am stuck with 3 books on my head wich i ve to finish this weekend cause i have to give them bac and the worst part is am a VERY SLOW READER!...lOL!

so for now BYEE cya ltr!
tc...njoy!
luv u all!

Result of Project REHABILITATION...

Hmm… I think PROJECT REHABILITATION was neutral. I mean I tried my best to control myself to be away from the computer and I succeeded in it but sometimes when I have nothing to do I used to sit on the comp for really a long time.

I think if I feel to be again ADDICTED to computer then I might again go on the project.

But as per to me it was a very fine idea to go for this project.
So that is all folks….ta da!!!

Byeee!

The day trip at DUM DAMA LAKE.

I had fun at Dum-Dama Lake. It was 2hrs drive from my school. We went in buses though.
We were suppose to report at our school at 7.30 (in the morning!). I started off from place at about 7 or 7.10 and gave lift to my friend SAM (that is what I call her). Once we reached our school I said goodbye to my parents and I was very excited to see my friends. We departed from there at about 8 or 8.15 and reached there at about 10. It had been raining since morning and we all were worried what if the trip got cancelled when we reach there, but nothing like there happened. To reach the main place where everything was setup, all the tasks and our food one has to cross the lake and to do that one by one boats came and our chance came in last, how cheap! It was chilling but I never gave attention to the rain, it was not raining but it was drizzling though. I was trying to take the feeling of that place. It was so quiet and so romantic….whoooo! We reached the place; it was kind of an island. The rain was now heavy and the whole area was wet, I was just worried that my new pants shouldn’t get dirty, I love them! We even took snaps before we sat into the boats. It was very good scenery!
As soon as we reached we were served with our breakfast, and were divided into groups that was a group of girls and boys which were subdivided. We were 21 girls in a group and our trainer’s name was Om Prakash. He made us do some warm up exercises and running or you can say jogging. Now the rain was over (it was actually for a time being that it got over) and we started with our tasks.

• Our first task was to pass through laser wires, and I didn’t actually succeeded because I touched one of them. Don’t worry they weren’t real laser, lol!
• Our second task was to cross a Bamboo Bridge made between two trees and held 5ft up from the ground and wasn’t t supported by anything. It had a ladder to go onto the bridge and hold a rope over it and cross it. When it was my turn to cross the bridge I went up the ladder and once I did put my one foot on the bridge I was so damn scared what if I fall??? But my friends were encouraging me and I did it!!! Yeah! When everyone finished I asked a person to take a pic of us (us includes my group, that is we 7 friends!). Actually we did the same at the end of each task!
• Our third task was to hold a girl and make her pass through a hole, which was very difficult. When it was my turn, that is others have to hold me and make me pass through it, I was so scared but it was a different experience! And once everyone finished we again took a snap!
• Our fourth task was to climb a stand kind of a thing which was quite high and I don’t have a good height so it was very difficult for me, but my friends helped me to do that and at the end again we took a snap!
• Our fifth task was to pass through a thorn wire crawling as it happens in military training. Once I finished I looked like I had a good bath in mud…lol! My clothes finally got dirty from top to bottom!
• Our nest task was to do Tarzan swing (I hope u got it). It was easy and fun…lol!
  

Now the list will go on, we actually did 3 or 4 more tasks after this which was fun too! And between the tasks we were given lemonade and fries. After the tasks were over we danced a load. I love dancing. My hobby is jus to dance, u know am zealous about that too!...lol! After we finished dancing it was raining very heavily and we had lunch. I was so tired so my friend got me, my lunch. After that we further moved to another covered area and waited for something. I myself had no idea that why aren’t we now moving towards the boats and depart from there and reach our school!?! So between that time we took loads of snaps and got wet in rain. We didn’t even got that wet…lol! Now after 30 mins or so we departed and we were chilling like hell now I couldn’t think of anything of the cold breeze blowing….whooooo! When we reached our school we stood at the main entrance and did wait for my mom to come. It was first time that i felt so cold, i never felt so cold in my life...lol!
Finally my mom came; Sam and I jumped into the car. We dropped Sam on the way and once I reached home it was a relief and I was so sleepy and tired that as soon as I reached I jumped into my cosy bed. And all joints of my body were paining like hell. It IS still paining….lol!

Over night Sky Observation.

Am in astronomy club and due to that it was one of our sessions, of over night sky observation at HARYANA.

The night before I had to depart for the night stay camp my niece ( yes I HAVE a niece) arrived around 11 at night and once I went off to sleep I got such bad bad dreams…that there were negative thoughts in me that the trip is going to be a hell of a thing…lol!

But the next day 1st we were suppose to attend our classes of Thursday and after the final bell rang which announces the day is over we got our attendance marked for the astronomy club and we(my friend group) and others went for a lunch in the complex near to our school and it was fun! We had Chinese and then ran to Air Force Canteen and bought a camera roll although we never clicked a single pic…lol!

According to the schedule we were suppose to leave around 4pm but eventually out of the two buses 1 didn’t start so students from 1 bus were shifted to the other and we all were in single bus, where there was no place to sit and we were literally stuck to each other…ewwwwwwwwww! And left at 5!

We reached around 8 and were instructed for the rest of night. We had a really very good dinner, it was my favourite, and I had Rajma chawal, paneer aur matar ki sabji and salad.
After that we were also served coffee and also told us that we were suppose to depart as soon as finish it to an ANCIENT Mandir Bhagvan Bhole nath ka. (Temple of Lord Vishnu). I got scared after they said ANCIENT cause there might be some horror stories…eww. Am scared of ghosts, I hate them, so horror is out of the world…lol! The temple was really good and it is surrounded by mountains and hills where there is a kundi (a so called natural place where water is collected) where natural and pure drinking water is obtained. The Shivling (I cannot define it, sorry) of the Lord is said to have carved OM naturally in Hindi. So we all saw that and observed everything when we arrived there at 10 (at night...hehe)

But the worst part was that for the objective that we had gone for was not successful as the sky wasn’t clear so we were jus shown a Telescope and we jus had our lecture started at about 11 and we were so damn sleepy that I myself remember jus half or 1/4th of the lecture…hehe!!! we were told how to find a pole star in a night sky and how to observe the night sky and know every constellation,and also how to recognize them,And it actually ended at about 2 and after that all our sleep flew away we were jus laughing and laughing and hanging out at that area only. So it was a good fun and first in the world I didn’t sleep the whole night after that till 5 we were laughing and chit chatting…lol! And at about quarter to six after having our so called breakfast we left the place and all the way we couldn’t sleep properly in the bus so finally when I came home I had a good sleep for 5 hours…beat it!!!

So I think it was jus another kind of experience for me, which I ought 2 not to forget!...lol!

So where do YOU exist?

Today at my CHEMISTRY class we were having a discusson on LIFE the hottest topic when one talks about Philosphy!
She gave an advice that there are different kinds of CONFINDENCE LEVELS and they have their own effects, which are as follows:

• OVER CONFIDENCE : The worst level to be at! it leads to failure (everyone knows that...lol!). so one never should be over confident and should be prepared for the rest of the troubles and struggles which are awaiting for him/her.




• CONFIDENCE (only confidence) : It is just a straight line on which one has to maintain his/her balance and go straight...jus that don't loose it!...lol!




• LIL LESS CONFIDENCE : It is the perfect way, because LIL less confidence leads one from down to UP, to the TOP. It is jus like a staircase which leads one to the top!

I am , i think on the 1st one cause many times i actually get over confident but now i know that i should choose the third point nd to be a LIL less confident, cause if i choose the 2nd one i mught lose my balance...so it is better to be less confident...

Anyways the point is i learnt from it, but what about you? what do u think where do YOU EXIST?

My school journey!

I think that am the only one who has suffered a lot in her school life and I think so that it is going to continue for the next 4yrs till I finish my school! Lol!
By school life I mean about my school transportation...lol! The VAN am talking about.
It was when I was in 6th standard in August 2004 that we south Delhi students joined this van there are some memories about how much we students have suffered. Except me most of the kids used to enjoy this, but I hated it cause I never like reaching late home or school as if we reached school late there is a not in our diaries and I know that you wont believe that last year there were more than 10 notes in my diary. Anyways, if I reached home late it would change my daily routine cause I myself reach home at 3 and I still long to sleep at all the afternoons but I never got time…lol! And then one has to finish home works and start studying cause I don’t then I will start failing…lol! And I hate to sleep late at nights so I HAVE TO HAVE make a note that I don’t do any left over work before sleeping.

So here below are my some memories which I won’t forget throughout my life because one never forgets about its school life…lol!

• The first day itself we were coming back from the school and were now stuck in a traffic jam and suddenly the driver realised that there was a tyre puncture. I thought that this was very bad, and I reached home at about 3:30, beat it! It was such a bad impression!
  



• It was last year in the mid of July where here it’s a rainy season and it was raining heavily and it was a time when we were coming back from school (again!) and on the middle of the flyover there was a tyre puncture (again!) so we all decided to walk till a shady place and we will leave our bags in the van till then the driver can replace the tyre. It was raining like hell I was literally shivering and we walked down the flyover reached under a good tree, once the van was good we all sat in such a manner it was just a HUSH-HUSH!

• This was either in September or October that it was raining heavily and it was around 7 in the morning when I had just got ready and now was waiting for my van to come and I was damn excited to reach school (I don’t know why?). I was waiting for my van to come and it ended up coming at 7:30, I was so upset. I asked what had happened; the driver answered me that he was stuck in my colony as soon as he entered it past 30 mins, because the whole off the road was all full of water till (an average person’s) knee! I was shocked! And finally when I sat in the van it didn’t even start and it all got stuck there and it was a holiday for me! But I enjoyed it!!! Lol!

• It was last November or somewhere like that, that the van for 3 days in a row didn’t come to school and we had to walk out of our school area, and then walk again till the end of the road and catch an auto (a transportation system here). How cheap?!?! I think it actually was like a ‘Afternoon-walk’…lol!!! But it WAS very tiring!

• Now this is FUNNY!!! The school bell rang and that day was over, we came running to the van, sat and when everyone was there sitting, what actually happened was that; van didn’t start! It was so weird! It actually got stuck in the school standing there ONLY! Eventually we had to take an auto and go home!

• Last Friday it self, the driver of our van ran away! Although the van was standing there but the driver was missing. So the brother of our van driver thought to take us in his van and in all the hush-hush we left the school at 2:45 and as soon as we left, the driver came with his friend! How cheap! and he was a lil bit drunk too! Can you beat that! And then there was fight that “HOW THE HECK COULD U DO THAT???” and then they started using abusive languages and a lil bit of fight was there and finally we left and I reached home again at 3:30!

• Now take TODAY only that the driver didn’t come today because he wasn’t well (but I know he was alright cause he always lies, I ve seen him lying many times). So his brother again asked us to with him but today the van was FULL, where would we fit??? So finally again we took an auto and 1st time BY AUTO I reach on time!!! Woohooo!
  

But whatever it is, I ve just typed all the incidence I REMEMBER but I might know better that atleast 5 times in a month I HAVE to come in a month, atLEAST!
Now you might be thinking that why don’t I change the van, but I can’t cause am really into a van it is jus like another family and am USED TO IT!!! Lol!

So the moral is :Whenever you take admission in a school just be sure that it provides a GOOD TRANSPORTATION!....lol! because when I got admitted here there was a bus which came till my house but later due to some problem the transportation to south delhi was declined!

So what do you think, HAVE’NT I SUFFERED IN MY SCHOOL LIFE A LOAD, WHICH (I MIGHT) DON’T DESERVE???…LOL!!!

PROJECT REHABILITATION! (Baby Am Addicted!)

One might be wondering that this kid of 13 is addicted to what?,that she came on REHABILITATION?...

ghosh! it was just that I thought I was too much addicted to computers, I used to sit on my laptop for hours and my sis was fedup of it and whenever my parents pass it did'nt affected them that much but I used to feel guilty, that whenever they are at home I was sitting either on the pc or on the lap and chatting! I dont know what about others but AM LIKE THAT-- like two fingers arent same, two persons cannot be same!

SO for a week I didnot sit on the computer and I think the results I would post next week cause for a week I will see how did it affect me in my daily life, as now I Can sit on the comp.

Before sitting on the comp for hours affected me so much that it led me to:

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  Lazyness which led to: not makin journal enteries, not studying at all, not excersing, ignoring my friends, etc!


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  At the time of dinner my parents used to shout at me....!

That was all! I was just an idiot sitting on the computer but then after the project ended I checked my mail there I felt 'There is so much to do here! Why the heck did I go on such project?' But then i knew it was all for my GOOD!

I would love to thank my friend PEARL who actually challenged me that I cannot sit on the comp for a week, purposly!

THANK U SO MUCH PEARL! I LOVE U GAL!

At home for a week there might be a time which might ve cum only 2ce or 3ce that I longed to sit on the comp but then I passed my time finishing my book which I was trying to finish since a month but I didnt cuz I spend all my time sitting HERE-on INTERNET! So I was glad that I did go this project!

SO what you think.....YOU ADDICTED???...................LOL!