i AiNT GOOD...

I mean how can somebody do that to me....or ppl can do that to me?..:(( it feels like crying...am bloody damn neglected by everybody...why why why??? I mean no body have said anything to me but generally, everyone takes me for granted... This lady Lilana is a bitch though I wanted to say sorry to her cuz accodrding to me, it was my fault but I was just joking naa... I did say somewords in Hindi in a conference at yahoo n we were about 6 friends n except her everyone knows Hindi, now that aint my fault n she left the confo. I even said sorry to her n asked her to come back n she didnt...how rude..bloody damn cant ppl be a lil compromising...mann this world totally sux n I think this hell is now getting over my nerves...

And as far as Dad is concerend he is okay n dee is with him...even I want to but dad denys' it...he says meet me somewhat later, might be after the surgery...obv!

N then this piczo thingi...I think I shud leave it now, my site is http://--zealousme--.piczo.com where I had asked people to just sign some scraps that is the page of STEP IN if they go by my site and no one did...but another frnd of mine did the same with her site n everyone scraped hers... how rude? and then if they say am their good friend why dont they mean it... am missing ppl now...some voices who can understand... now if they comment on my site that it is nice, cant they mean the same...hate it...I dunno that wateva I ve typed even make sense or not, I jus know that some dumb asses take me for granted and me again an ass take them as real good ppl...am happy alone.

I dont wan ne1....am happy how I am, except dad shud come home asap n I should get a bestfriend, whom I say that they are my best friends, I dont think they take me like that...that is why am happy alone, atleast I know that no one is fooling me... And I want my family to there always with me...that is all...rest of my mountain there, I will climb by myself...now I dont give a damn....